Ok...well...as much as I have no desire to continue to
rehash what has become a major embarrassment, I have to talk about SCKL and the
1/2 marathon that was not, for me anyway. Now for a moment let me explain me, I
know you all don’t care, but it my blog so deal with it! I am a Virgo and far
more than that I am a Monkey and I am an Earth Monkey...I do exhibit some of
the monkeys more positive traits in that I am a motivator, I can be
quick-witted, inquisitive and flexible. I am loyal, self-assured, sociable, artistic,
polite, and competitive. I do also happen to have quite a few of the monkey
negative traits, I can be reckless and impulsive, in the past I have been
jealous and suspicious at times with good reason and I can be very stubborn. So
with that being said. I flew into KL, and spent a good deal of time with all
the great I-run folks and my friend Thuan, I had fun getting lost walking
around KL, could not for the life of me figure out the light rail, and spent
way too much time and money on taxi fare, got $150RM stolen from me in the
market, but chalked it up to experience and had a great time anyway, so who
cared! Got some rest in a nice Hotel, Hilton Doubletree you did me right, nice
room, great view and I got to spend some time talking to the Kenyan runners who
were in town to win the thing! got down to the race venue in plenty of time and
other than being tired, I felt good, my legs felt good the weather was not
bad...got to watch some of Spain and France Euro cup game on the really big
screen...it was all good, except for one thing, I did something I never have
done, EVER. I brought my hand phone. Now I don’t ever do that because I don’t
want to worry about where it is and if it will be stolen or not. There came a
time when I needed to finish getting ready so I put my bag down, dropped my
phone into the bag, or so I thought, and then packed everything up and moved on
with the group. We had walked on for about 15 min and I had this nagging
feeling, something is wrong, so I looked in the bag for the phone and....it’s
not there, so I dump the bag out, nothing. I remember as I was getting ready
earlier, looking to my right and seeing these two young men sitting against the
fence...OMG I dropped the phone and they or someone, picked it up...it’s
gone...so here is where the positive monkey traits give way to the negative
ones and the flexibility and self-assuredness becomes impulsivity and I
panicked. Every horrible story of people having their phones stolen and their
bills run up with calls to Russia, 100's of texts, and then if all that does
happen and it’s not till hours later that I call to suspend the line, then the
question is asked, "why didn’t you call." My problem is, I want to
run, but I cannot do both, and now, the number for my car pickup is in the
phone, so I am challenged with finding a Taxi at 4 something AM...I tried to I
really did, there was nothing on the street so the idea of going back to the
hotel, making the call and coming back to the race was almost at defcon 4. I
finally find a cab, and it’s like 5:00AM now, the race goes off at 6...so I can
make it...not. See all the roads are closed between the venue and my hotel...so
the taxi guy is working his butt off to find a way back...20 min later we
finally get to the highway and then another 10 min and we are at the
doubletree...so I race to the room grab my ipad, call maxis...get someone
pretty quick, do what I need to and totally forget that everything is in
Roxanne's name! So now I have to call her at what is now 5:45 and wake her up
to get her passport #...I don’t know it off hand. I wake her up; she stumbles
through getting me the info, because I just woke her up. Finally I get the
number, call Maxis back and do what needs be done...look at the clock...its
5:50AM...So I could go to the venue and start whenever I get there, so I head
down to the taxi queue, and find that there are no taxis there and the last
guy, who was also looking to get to the race, waited 25 min...I figured that
even 20 min late I should be fine, with the amount of people. So I wait, and
wait, and wait...it gets to be 6:30 and nothing, so at this point...Its
over...my KL adventure has closed...I am disappointed, angry, embarrassed. In
hindsight I should have stayed...If you’re listening Lim Yee Ling...I should
have stayed and raced...to the others who said the same thing....I should have
listened....I did not though, I made a decision and good, bad or ugly...what is
made cannot be unmade (accept a bed and coins...they can be melted). do I
regret it yes, is it out of character for me to quit...huge yes...please
though, let this be the LAST telling of this story I have kicked myself in the
ass more in the past 48 hours than any of could hope to have done...that is not
a challenge though, in case any of you were planning to come by and give it a
shot...there will be other races and I can only hope that I will get to do them
with the friends that I have here in Penang.
So, moving forward now...The next race will be in Singapore,
a 10k that is part of the "Tri-Factor Series", then there is the
Peace Run, here in Penang, then the 1/2 Marathon in Hunter Valley NSW
Australia...so plenty more time to redeem myself!
To tell you the truth, I've had several nightmares about missing a race similar to this.
ReplyDeleteI guess it proves that what could happen, will (somehow) happen.
But I'm glad you've moved on :)
Plenty of other races to choose from kan?
Hey, thanks for the post! glad to know someone reads my ramblings...may be i will see you at a race sometime, checked out your blog! All the best! Run Happy!
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